willpower is how i do it
trough the agonizing days
i'm still capable to put a smile on my face and approach the ones i care for deeply
even though i very much feel pain and weakness
inside me
lies and games are to much
society outcasts me
into the seas of insanity to cast ashore the farthest island humanly possible
i am not in the governments idea of citizens
i am the out thinker of it all
i question the unquestionable
but with that come the painful curse of
loneliness
depression
agonizing pain of the realization of
emptiness within you
due to years of wear and tear
names with story
faded memories
and hurtful truths
that all crumb up to now