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Do you Remember?

January 18, 2012
By -Ash- SILVER, Redmond, Washington
-Ash- SILVER, Redmond, Washington
7 articles 4 photos 49 comments

Favorite Quote:
She wants to die. She wants to disappear, to be remembered no more. She wants so terribly to be forgotten, all her mistakes, all her failures, everything. Her name to be wiped free from all record of existence. Because is it really existing when you’ve got nothing to show for your life?


Sweetheart, my love, this is for you.

Jake, Elt, Key, Bob, whatever you want me to call you, do you know how much I care? Do you know how much it bothers me, I never know what to call you, never know? Baby, you know my real name, you never use it, never ever, its always Ash or Lyr. Do you know how much that hurts me? It kills me every time we talk. I ask you how your doing, you never tell me anything about your life, I can count on my fingers how many things I know about you, less then ten. Do you know how much that hurts? Our six months passed by, you never even said anything. Six months, and I know less then ten things about you. What do you know about me? Do you remember the little things I say, like how cute the kittens I am fostering are, how I named one of them after you? How I just finished a painting I have been working on for three weeks? Do you remember that time in Stormwind? We were so bored, I got my hair restyled, I said my hair color then, I said brown with a streak of red, did you remember that? Do you remember what I said my favorite song is? Probably not; its Talking to the moon by Bruno Mars. Baby I know I am not perfect but you never say what you need from me, I barely see you , you said your friends got you playing a different game, you say that you will not be on as much. Oh how I want to believe that you are not avoiding me, but that small part of my mind, the one that made me pull away at first, the part that made me say no that time in Elwyn, that part makes me doubt you just for a moment. I mean, really what did you think I would think? You never answer my letters any more, oh I feel like I am talking to the moon. Have you ever heard the song Black Roses Red? Well that’s how I feel. Do you know how hard it is for me to have to say that I don’t have a boyfriend when asked? Do you know how much that hurts? Do you feel the same way? Do you remember the day we met? Do you remember the hours spent playing Truth and Dare with Tish and Death? Do you remember how much Death wanted us to be together? Do you remember? Do you remember me?


The author's comments:
This is something that i wrote cause im having some conflicting emotions, about the person I love and really needed somewhere to vent them :)

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-Ash- SILVER said...
on Feb. 4 2012 at 11:35 pm
-Ash- SILVER, Redmond, Washington
7 articles 4 photos 49 comments

Favorite Quote:
She wants to die. She wants to disappear, to be remembered no more. She wants so terribly to be forgotten, all her mistakes, all her failures, everything. Her name to be wiped free from all record of existence. Because is it really existing when you’ve got nothing to show for your life?

thanks destiny! :)

on Feb. 4 2012 at 10:22 pm
Sofia_Sorabella SILVER, Pocatello, Idaho
5 articles 0 photos 7 comments

Favorite Quote:
A word is a bud attempting to become a twig. How can one not dream while writing? It is the pen which dreams. The blank page gives the right to dream.<br /> - Gaston Bachelard

I can really feel the amount of emotion that went into this poem. Really good job!!!

-Ash- SILVER said...
on Jan. 28 2012 at 12:35 am
-Ash- SILVER, Redmond, Washington
7 articles 4 photos 49 comments

Favorite Quote:
She wants to die. She wants to disappear, to be remembered no more. She wants so terribly to be forgotten, all her mistakes, all her failures, everything. Her name to be wiped free from all record of existence. Because is it really existing when you&rsquo;ve got nothing to show for your life?

thanks! that means alot :)

Emm.lily said...
on Jan. 25 2012 at 9:46 pm
WOW!!!! i dont really understand it, like at all, but it is great all the same :D i love how it flows and the title really ties in with the piece :) great job! keep writing!!!