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Suicide is Beautiful.

December 12, 2012
By Anonymous

Beauty.

One night i kept messing with the breakers, Just to get electricity for the house. Our fridge was off, our room had no heat, my mom was taking it out on me, & my dad was still struggling as a single man.. I know there's more to life then this. There has to be. But I can't even get support to survive, what makes me think I can see the rest of the world and all my potential?.. When i came inside i was told by my grandpa that if I kept messing with the breakers it could shock n kill me... & I thought, That was it. that was my way out...

One shock & The stress, the problems, the worries, could be lifted off my shoulders.. And all gone.

I wanted to give up. I wanted to stop living for this. But I couldn't, I went outside and just broke down. No one was there in the darkness of my life. No shine because no one cared... Until I looked up, & only the moon saw my tears.

Then it hit me. Life hit me hard. No matter the darkness, the pain, the ugly. There's always a light, a cure, & beauty. You just gotta recognize it.


The author's comments:
I Feel bad for the people who dont see the Beauty in things. It keeps us Alive.

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