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defeat

August 10, 2010
By Hannburger BRONZE, Paranaque, Other
Hannburger BRONZE, Paranaque, Other
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Favorite Quote:
"You be you, and I'll be me, today and today and today, and let's trust the future to tomorrow.." -Stargirl.


You were standing there, being your usual happy self
butterflies were swarming in my stomach
our eyes met for a minute and for 60 seconds,
I felt giddy like a little school girl
nothing in the world matters,
it's just you and me
you shifted your eyes away
suddenly it felt like all the happiness went away with you,
I wondered why you did that,
There was something there,
I could feel it
so why in the world would you do such a thing?
I followed where your eyes landed I did not like what I saw
I saw you looking at her lovingly
It made me so infuriated
anger boiled inside of me
I wanted to punch her
How dare she grab the sweet moment before my eyes?
but I can't
How can I?
She was never cruel, she was never abrasive
She's almost perfect
She's something I can't compete with
It would feel very wrong to harm her
So here I am again, Feeling defeated as always.



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on Aug. 17 2010 at 7:56 am
xoxoLissieM SILVER, Manila, Other
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Favorite Quote:
"Stop acting dumb cause your usually the smart one and I'm the dumb one!"

nice one, hann!!! super nag-eemote:)) still very...touching!! i know a lot can relate!!