It was rainy day with thunderstorm. I was preparing pick up her with umbrella, she called me. I happily picked up phone, I could guess she is drunk. She told me break up, I didn’t believe that. I could not expect that she wanted to break up with me, we dated for a long time. Since that time, I cannot live my life as usual, I cannot stop think of her. People around me say it is better to break up with her. However, I don’t think like that. She already took big part of me, my life, I cannot imagine my life without her. Several months past, I am still live in vain.