My life had become my living hell years of dark days and nights. My heart was torn in 5th from love, friendships,and hobbies. At age 13 my first love walked away with my pure heart and torn it in two for another guy from that point my weakness was exposed leaving me feelings to be pushed to a limit

The beast turned up in 7th grade by pulling my black hair with force tearing hair out slowly til i lost it slowly slipping in my safe place the abyss. Not only that but everything fell out of place my love slept with my best friend and the bullying got worst til it lead to me almost ending my life by cutting my arms but that only put me in to a deeper hole that when i finally got help it was to late i was broken beyond repair even to this day i can't trust anyone fearing the worst would happen to me