Absent mindly, but well aware of the feeling that is piercing my heart as I listened to the song that had quiet tears flowing down my face. The confusion that lingered in my mind of mixed emotions that had me upset subsided as I listened to this song that was speaking to me and picking up the broken pieces and throwing them away and making me whole. I love words that calm you like the sweet aroma of your favorite candles and the soft stillness of peacful music as you close your eyes and rest in heaven. I find peace in my father above and when I hear his music I close my eyes sit beside him and rest.