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Crush

April 9, 2008
By Anonymous

It was the day of April 2nd. We were texting back and forth. He asked me if i had ever been in a serious relationship. I said yes. HE said i need to talk to you later, can i call you? I told him yes he could. My mind began to wonder and my heart was racing. "What could he possibly be wanting to talk to me about" i said quietly to myself. I was clueless. As the phone rang my heart began to race like a wild horse. I answered with a "Hello". "Hey" a familiar voice said on the other line."What's up" he said....Our conversation went on for hours. It was starting to get dark. "There is something I've been wanting to tell you for a long time now" he said in a whisper. With a shaky voice he started to say "I...." he cleared his throat "I love you". It was right then my heart exploded. "Hello, are you still there"... I had forgotten where i was. "Well... I finally told you how i felt"...We sat there for a moment in silence. I didn't know if i should say I love you back. I was scared of getting hurt again. All of a sudden my tears betrayed me. He asked anxiously "Whats wrong...are you ok. Was it something i said". I replied quickly "No it's nothing you did. It's me". I could tell the curosity in his voice when he asked me "Well what's wrong. I trusted him but I was still getting scared. I told him everything. That I was scared of getting hurt, and how i didn't trust myself. He said in the most calmest voice "I would never hurt you, I swear to you". I thought about his words for a moment. Maybe i should give him a chance. "Do you really love me" i asked in a small voice. HE replied "Yes I really really do love you" he continued "I have never felt this way about any girl. You're funny, beautiful, and you have the most amazing personality ever". I couldn't believe my ears. No guy has ever told me that. I just knew that I was in love with him. "I love you very much". That night we became an official couple. I have never been as happy as I am now because I have him now.

It's funny because i had dreamed of beig his girlfriend for the past year now. THough it's weird because i have never fallen in love with a guy a year and two months younger than me. Yes i have fallen in love but never like this. He's much kinder and gentler htan any other guy i have been with. Even though we're 200 miles apart, i feel so close to him.


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