Dear Diary,

I feel like a little kid again. I haven't talked to you since I was about ten. Six years is a long time, huh? But you're the only person-or thing, rather-that I can talk to about this.

You see diary, there's this guy. He's gorgeous and it seems like we have so much in common, but the minute I realize I just might be falling for him I find out that he has a serious girlfriend. I don't know why it hit me so hard. It's definately not the first time something like this has happened to me. It still feels like someone just walked up to me and punched me in the stomach and I'm gasping for air but I just can't seem to breathe.

Does this happen to everyone, Diary? Because for some reason it feels like it's just me.

Anyway, thanks for listening. I'll try not to let so much time get between us this time, okay?

Your very alone friend,
Rachel.