Kids treat me like s***. Sometimes I punch lockers and sometimes I will throw pencils because they say things that are about my sister.  My sister Ali is a pretty girl.  A lot of people used to pick on me but in the middle of last year out of the blue some of them started being nice to me they helped me with homework and help me work harder in football practice.They say that they are joking when they say mean things but I know that they’re  not  joking.Sometimes I want to teach them a lesson but I know right from wrong because my mom told me to do the right thing no matter what. I am always nice to them than they are mean to me and hurt my feelings from time to time. Most days at school are good days.  When it’s a good day in weight training they help me lift weights and do other lifts instead of treating my poorly.  The times they are rude I want to tell on them but they will just lie or say more mean things to me.  I don't get as angry  as I use to get  I was telling my mom how I wanted to not get angry so easily as often as I do.  I know that people just picked on me just to see how I would  react and  if I didn’t react the way they wanted me to they keep on teasing  me.  On the bad days it seems like they want me to fight and  sometimes I want to fight .  I try to tell myself it doesn’t matter that action speak louder than words and if I can just walk away it may get better.

I wouldn't want to treat people this way because I know what it feels like.  I hope I can use my words for building people up.  At my old school I use to punch kids because they were mean to other kids.  I don't like that many people or kids because they don't like me.sometimes someone is joking with me I find out if they're joking or not because if they're not joking I want talk to them anymore. If people know things from my past they will be nice to me but I don't want them to be that nice to me.kids know used to be nice than when kids picked on the they picked back on them and became the bully. Sometimes when I get mad people think they did it but they did not I am usually all ready mad by than. Sometimes my family says mean things to me to and they act like they did not do anything.They also so treat me different from my other siblings because I am slow but they treat me like I am stupid. When I get mad at them they think it's because they said no to me it's not that at all. I get mad because they are rude to me.they say things about my mom and stepdad and say things about me too.I feel like the own lee people in my family that true know why I get mad is my mom,brother,and step dad,and some of my friends also know why I get mad to. When I get mad i like to run or listen to music. I go in my room when I am mad and go to sleep and think about how I should handle it.