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I hate how we can't be

November 29, 2009
By xxMissingyouxx GOLD, Newfield, New Jersey
xxMissingyouxx GOLD, Newfield, New Jersey
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Favorite Quote:
"love is like a butterfly, hold it too close, it'll crush.. hold it too loose, it'll fly away"


I see him everyday at school, hugging them, flirting with them… and I can't do anything about it. He's not Mine anymore. I have no say about what girls he talks to everyday it kills me. But I have to go through it.
I hate how we can't be. All that drama during those wonderful seven months was hell. But no matter how hard I try, I never got over him, probably never will. I love him….and this sucks. All these memories everywhere I go.
You asked me to semi. I had to say no, because our “parentals” will flip like there is no tomorrow. But I wonder.... Does it hurt him too? When I walk around with the guys, does it make his stomach cringe? Or does he roll his eyes and walk away.
I want to know. I need to know. Is there any chance for us down the road? Or should I move on? Ugh what am I saying; there is no way for me to move on....</3


The author's comments:
if the kid ever reads this..i hope he understands....

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on Dec. 10 2009 at 6:48 pm
xXOneWishXx BRONZE, Sewell, New Jersey
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Most people wish for Money, Success, Fame, but my One and Only wish was for you to be happy, even if it means i&#039;m not.

Hey my writing jus got done pending...you should check it out...if u want to lol

on Dec. 8 2009 at 3:54 pm
xXOneWishXx BRONZE, Sewell, New Jersey
3 articles 0 photos 21 comments

Favorite Quote:
Most people wish for Money, Success, Fame, but my One and Only wish was for you to be happy, even if it means i&#039;m not.

...wow...umm...i guarentee he feels the same way, cuz im a guy thru the same situtation...and everyday i see her my stomach cringes too...it hurts more then anything knowing tht we can't be...i want her more then anyone, but it just won't...i wish parents weren't like tht...