Sometimes you think something is going to go good and go your way. Well sometimes it doesnt... Its my dream to become a cosmetologist and because of one mess up in high school i may not be able to fulfill that dream. And i dont have the money to go to a trade school for it. So what can i do to achieve my dream? Its not like my dream was to become famous and be remembered as a great performer. I just want to be a cosmetologist and own my own salon. Its a simple dream that should be at least a normal challenge. Just because i dont have an extra curricular activities and i have bad grades and i was absent alot from school one year... My dream is unreachable... It seems like my whole life is speeding by me and not letting me live it day by day. I just wish i could get away from it all and not have to worry about anything anymore.. Its not like there is a point to trying if all that happens is i fail.. meh well i guess imma get off my pity pot and get back to school..