I spent days wondering when someone would come along and save me. Now I know that instead of waiting forever, I only had to try my hardest. I felt like nobody cared for the longest time. Nobody existed in my world. I spent hours in my room writing songs, stories, and things that were dependent upon my life. I am struggling an everyday fight of bullies and heart-breaks. My mom doesn't appreciate me. I sought out the negative attention and I only wanted the positive. I found where I want to be, and it's here. Here in foster care. I found somebody who loves me for me.