1. My hands always grasp around the towel hanging over the shower when the damn water hits my thighs. It's still much less painful than watching you forget me through pictures .
2. The bus is completely lonely yet there are twenty people sitting all around me and even when you're sitting two inches from me . Why are you doing this ?
3. I don't think I could dare pick up the phone and call you with bleeding hands even though all I wanted you to know is that I miss you .
4. Walked into the dollar store , knew exactly where the pencil sharpeners were . Fifty cents goes a long way when you enjoy ripping your own skin to feel something .
5. I don't really have the right words to tell people anymore because every inch of my soul is aching and I always feel horrid sharp pains down my back and all of these people in this room without you make my throat burn .