I care about you babe that's why I wait up, I tolerate your crap, I give myself up. And yet you shout at me like I mean nothing, I'm not worth your time. You say I am your girlfriend but the number of times you've said to me that I don't make you happy says differently. All I wanted was for you to understand how much you mean to me and why I'm not yet ready to give up on us though we are thousands of miles apart. But you...you have never told me I love you other than in times where you need me to do something for you or send you my pictures. Never have you even said "I love you too" in reply. I don't mind taking the first step...but I need to be assured that you will follow me at least. i don't want to be treated as your "Booty call". I want you to treat me like your girlfriend, which I am. I don't wanna hear stories about how happy your ex-girlfriends made you or which one you regret breaking up with. I want to be treated as someone special in your life, someone who makes you happy...and if I don't then I want you to break up with me. Coz you sure as hell make me happy...and I cannot break up.