Have you ever just layed in bed and just cried? And cried? Because you think youre ugly. Because you think youre not good enough for anyone. You counted all your flaws from head to toe, to make your self feel worse. Cried because all of the comments people burst out, actually hurt? Cried because your family is disfunctional and never understands you. But you're just a kid and you can't change anything. They tell you to stop complaining, that's you have it so much better than kids in Africa. Even though they don't understand your life either? You don't want to feel like an attention seeker. So you bottle everything up. Around friends and family you create the lying smile and people believe it. But than at night time when you're all alone in bed, the kid who everyone thought was so happy, is crying their broken heart out.