Usually, people think that i'm a strong person but behind my smile they just don't know how much i'm in pain and heart broken. Its painful to say goodbye to someone that you don't want to let go. But it's more painful to ask someone to stay if you know they really want to go.

I wish that I had never met you. Then there would be no need  to impress you. No need to want you. No need for loving you. No need for crying over you. No need for forgotten promises. No need for pain. No need for acting like you care when you don't. No need for everything you've done to make me feel like absolutely nothing.

I never stopped caring. but you did that's why I moved on. But sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together.

One day i hope you look back at we had and regret everything you did. Because now i’m not who I used to be. Because i’ve been hurt. I’ve gone through a lot of s*** which has made me who I am today. Over these past years, so many things have happened.

Things that have changed who I used to be. Little things, big things,everything. As ti,e passses no ones stays the same person. People tell me that i’ve changed…..Don't you think I know that? Of course I’ve i'm not going  to stay the same person forever. Pain does that to people sometimes you have to accept the fact that certain things will never go back to how they used to be.