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Will She Still Love Me No Matter What?

August 3, 2010
By honrdBabyBoo15 BRONZE, Bethlehem, Pennsylvania
honrdBabyBoo15 BRONZE, Bethlehem, Pennsylvania
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Favorite Quote:
To walk within the lines<br /> Would make my life so boring<br /> I want to know that I <br /> Have been to the extreme<br /> So knock me off my feet<br /> Come on now give it to me<br /> Anything to make me feel alive<br /> <br /> -&#039;Anything but Ordinary&#039;, Sung by Avril Lavigne


I feel like I'm swimming in a pool when I'm around my mom. I have many secrets from her, and I'm afriad that she'll be disappointed once I tell her. One of them is that I hate going to church. Most of my life, I always went to church with her. Even after my parents' divorce I was forced to church by my mom. I have nothing against it, I just don't like being forced into. I've told her that I disagree on things, but she gives me a 'i'm sorry your just like your dad' look. I am like my dad in a lot of ways. We both question the church.
My mom wants me to go to BYU, or one of the BY colleges. I don't want to go if I have to be forced into relgion classes.
I feel like I 'm swimming in a pool. I have to get to the end. My mom is the obstical I can't get past. I need to get past her.
She knows why I have to, and she's settling an agreement.
She already has. she knows I"m not going to church, and she's fine by that. I kind of wonder why?
I have lots to tell her, and I feel like I have to tell her soon or I"ll lose her.
I have plenty of time. I can tell her after I graduate, I can tell her before. I can tell her tomorrow, I can tell her in a few seconds. The point is, she accpeted that. She loves me no matter what.
Doubtingly, I doubt it.
Will she really?
No matter what, I think she does. She still my mom, and I will have to talk to her eventually.
I love her, my mom. Relgious or not, she's completely different. I'm just glad she's not forcing me into it anymore.


The author's comments:
I was always worried about whether or not my mom would still love me if I didn't go to church. I think some people ask that, wondering.

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on Aug. 5 2010 at 1:22 pm
honrdBabyBoo15 BRONZE, Bethlehem, Pennsylvania
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Favorite Quote:
To walk within the lines<br /> Would make my life so boring<br /> I want to know that I <br /> Have been to the extreme<br /> So knock me off my feet<br /> Come on now give it to me<br /> Anything to make me feel alive<br /> <br /> -&#039;Anything but Ordinary&#039;, Sung by Avril Lavigne

i believe that too. I don't like being forced into anything. I just hope she understands. Thanks for your comment :)

on Aug. 5 2010 at 12:59 pm
Thesilentraven PLATINUM, Mableton, Georgia
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Favorite Quote:
&quot;il piu nell&#039; uno,&quot; (according to Emerson, an Italian expression for beauty)<br /> <br /> &quot;Unable are the loved to die, for love is immortality&quot; ~Emily Dickinson<br /> <br /> &quot;The deeper that sorrow carves into your being, the more joy you can contain&quot; <br /> ~Kahlil Gibran

I don't think anyone should be forced into going to church. Your beliefs are a personal thing. I admit, I don't know your mom but I'm betting that she loves you no matter what (whoa, that sounded corny).

Best of luck with your situation.