What do you see when you look at me?
Do u see a girl,
Who transformed into a woman.
Or do you see a scared and hurt lil girl
Could you guess that i
am not the angel
you think i am.
Yeah i bet that was easy to see
But what about the pain that has happen.
But what about the things these eyes have seen.
The blood that poured from my mom and my dad
as they fussed and rolled around on the living room floor.
Imagine growing up with that type of constant abuse.
You cant even comprehend what the hell is going on.
All you know is that you love dem darley
and you are stuck in the middle.
torn between the two that you love the most
Leaning towards the other because he seems like your favorite.
He seems like the one you love the most.
U may not want it to come out that but,
That's how it pours from you lips.
That's how it comes out your mouth and cuts deeper than a butcher knife.
He's older
He's a boy,
and he's your only son
I am just the daughter you had at an old age
But to him,
I am the daughter that he always wanted
THEY!!
They hated eachother!
They fought for what she him being jealous of his own son.
And me!!
Well,what came off to me
as she hated me for being to much like him,
and not enough like her!
Not into books like she was,
but more into the "crowd"
more into the music.







So, for this i am
torn between the two people i love the most!
Being like them both
and nowing which side to choose
Unwilling to pick!
Unwilling to be just like one,
but yet like both!
But to them this cant be.






So instead im torn
between the two that i love the most!!!