Haunting words that you have said

I sympathize better with the dead

Where I'd be better laid instead

Rested amongst what people dread

So soon to question my decisions

Built around sheer precision

Another situation has arisen

My soul is chained and caged like prison

My heart has gone lost and missing

Like a tender connection without the kissing

The stars in heaven surely have been listening

Upon a young man's hope and wishing

It was never mine just for the choosing

Desires to win I only succeeded in losing

Games that circled round my favorite musing

The jokes on them and it's so amusing

But sometimes along the path you've taken

Unto a new enlightenment you are awakened

For a fool a simple mind you must have had me mistaken

For another soul so cursed no need to judge so quick to hasten

The hex has found it's mark a crucifix indeed it is no hoax

It has taken it's toll inflicted damage it's no mere boast

I can see no love in her eyes anymore as I've searched coast to coast

Just a former shell of what I was I'll linger on just as a ghost