i rember as you layed by my side and looked back at me with your wonderful smile and gazed into my eyes and said i love you. and seeing your beautiful face i couldent help but cry and say i love u to baby. And the memories role back like a river flowing on its way to the ocean. and i made a mistake and now your gone. i have dreams of wakeing up with you by my side. seeing ur beautiful face ... i wake up in cry in the night because i know i wont. because your gone. the cloud i was on was taken away the love in my heart is gone. and giving up is the hardest part.