Will I ever have a nice life
No I will not for I have to put up with the world
Never in my life did I want to
Nor will I ever want to
Why must people force me to live here
Never can I have peace because I am not dead
But it is expected
My whole family... everyone in my life wants me to live
Hell, heaven, and the afterlife
Why should I believe in it
Nothing has proved itself to make me believe
This is war now and I might be losing now but I will win
Why do people insist that I go on
Is it because they see something in me
Never will I be happy
Now I have to live in this horrible world
Now I lay to rest in a never ending sleep