i breath in deeply my energy is depleted.
sitting in my own sickness remembering wellness.
my body becomes a place for pain and freedom.
my life is balonced by stuff i don't understand.
just trying to maintain all this negative energy.
I'm not kind hearted, I'm just taken to lightly.
my mind is a balance of angels and demons.
my dreams are torn down and rebuilt just minutes later.
I'm left numb by my lack of control.
remember this my forgiveness is not a weakness.
i have forgotten and forgaven.
living in confusion i create random illusions.
giving everyone my everything just to be told my everything is nothing.
i let my emotions go I'm just left hollow making more sorrow.
i'm the outside looking in.