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My Evil Best Freind

March 3, 2009
By IRBFGW DIAMOND, Cincinnati, Ohio
IRBFGW DIAMOND, Cincinnati, Ohio
53 articles 1 photo 223 comments

Favorite Quote:
"Hey, assbutt!" Supernatural, Castiel.


The pain is in my head
Eating at my soul
To be thin is all I want
It's my ultimate goal

I was alone, I was lonely
I was without friends or love
E.D. came and stole my heart
And became my inner judge

The relationship was rocky
Scary from the start
I cry at night, I'm all alone
I hate my inner heart

Nothing makes me happy
Jokes or even friends
All I want is to be skinny
To make my pain end

I have the heart inside of me
I know he isn't right
Am I ready, can I do it?
Is it time to fight?

I'm prepared to kill the monster
Don't tell me that I'm fat
I'm not stupid or worthless
I want my life back!



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on May. 26 2009 at 12:42 am
rainyday93 GOLD, Bedford, New York
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i really like this poem. i admire your strength. It is a very powerful piece. Keep writing and keep fighting.

on Apr. 25 2009 at 10:52 pm
Undiscovered PLATINUM, Trophy Club, Texas
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me again. im so sorr, but im pretty sure your sick of sympathy. Just be happy with the body God gave you, maybe it's time you tell the evil best friend to go away

on Apr. 13 2009 at 7:40 pm
MomoSaysRawrr BRONZE, Kankakee, Illinois
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Favorite Quote:
&quot;In the end, everyone&#039;s going to hurt you. You just have to find the ones worth suffering for.&quot;<br /> -Bob Marely<br /> <br /> &quot;Don&#039;t narrate... Paint! Draw! Build! CREATE!&quot; -Jack London

wow. I had seen you commented on mine, but wow. yours is a masterpiece. hon, I feel the same way.

on Apr. 6 2009 at 11:55 pm
RainWashed PLATINUM, Park City, Utah
46 articles 1 photo 86 comments

Favorite Quote:
&quot;Repeat the good and the bad. Do it all again. And pile on the years.&quot;

That was really good. It was depressing though. Make a happy poem, please? Don't get me wrong though. It was really good.

on Mar. 16 2009 at 6:56 pm
kissingdawn331 SILVER, Palatine, Illinois
5 articles 0 photos 60 comments

Favorite Quote:
&quot;when your hourglass runs out of sand you can&#039;t flip it over and start again.&quot;(changes weekly so check next weeks l8er)

that's GR8 wow great job..i luv it