Why does it feel so strange

When I keep my feelings all the same

It’s 5 am i’m still awake 

I can’t help if there is something to say

To keep them away.

I just want to be remembered

But like always I’m in a impossible situation

Says the same girl that doesn’t have anyone for advice 

Now I’m just waiting for the day to start 

So I can put on a mask

And leave all the feelings under the mat

But as usual someone asks

And i do the task 

To keep them inside

Noodling my head i tried

They notice but as usual

They put it side

As it was in the wrong side 

And that is why we are broken worldwide 

Because no one talks about their other side

They just talk about the outside

 like if we need to be qualified 

In our own life.