I find myself in the dark
huddled over
Everything left its mark
Maybe cause I never had a clover

Years passed by
Without a reason
My life became a lie
It was a dark part of my season

Shadows follow me
I don't know why they don't leave
They just won't let me be
No one can see so they won't believe

But I'm deep within
So No one could
And if being here was a sin
Then of course no one would

Dark clouds fill the ceiling
Faces I've deceived begin to show
I find myself kneeling
What I had done to them was low

Rivers of rain fall down the hills
Outside of the walls
Of this room that kills
I get no answers to my calls

The fireworks inside
scare me
Even if I try to hide
I know the good and bad will see

Nails scratch across my chalkboard
Or known as a wall I learn from
Where is the lord
When I'm being dumb

Shooting stars creep above
And it begins to strike
It hits the ones I love
controlling me is something it'd like

I move into a trance
Trying to get out of this room
Looking behind for one last glance
I see my doom

This room I'm in
Is only just deep within my head
But it hurts within
Cause this is my own bed