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The Mask
That look in my eyes
 So jaded and black
 Laced with such lies
 That I can never take back
 
 The shattering glasses
 So broken and ugly
 As my fist passes
 Through a life-sized ghost of me
 
 The blood runs down
 As the forgotten pieces fall
 Showing a crown
 I could never lose at all
 
 The glass, how it's shattered
 As I pick up a piece
 How none of it mattered
 I feel a stunning release
 
 This mask that I wear
 No, it won't last at all
 The scars I will bare
 As the pieces start to fall
 
 No, I don't ever smile
 There's always a frown
 So I'll take this small tile
 And turn it upside down
 
 Now there's a grin
 Yes, it's like a tattoo
 Just it's my skin
 And goes all the way through
 
 There's a graveyard of tears
 They're falling in red
 While I dig with these shears
 They're just filling with dread
 
 There's a bridge in the way
 No, it just won't do
 It just can not stay
 So I guess I'll just have to cut it too
 
 The tears just get redder
 As the mask starts to fall
 I'll just write this black letter
 As my fears start to crawl
 
 My eyes, they still pierce
 They're still showing through
 The monster looks so fierce
 Her eyes, they cry too
 
 But they can not stay
 I'll leave this small note
 The blood I will pay
 To cut out it's throat
 
 Theres paint on the walls
 Deep red letters too
 The drips start to stall
 As the blood seeps on through
 
 The glass has all fallen
 Just as empty and black
 I hear the monster callin
 But I don't dare turn my back
 
 These lips sell cruel lies
 A kiss through the seams
 Oh how the time flies
 While you silence they're screams
 
 Let's see under the mask
 Can we find what is true
 All that I could ask
 And the cries that ensue 
 
 I glance in the mirror
 No there's no monster to show
 What's just drawing near
 Is a once forgotten foe
 
 Her face is all raw
 As she falls to the floor
 She just starts to bawl
 No there can't be much more
 
 In the glass she can see
 All the tiny little pieces
 Floating in the scarlet red sea
 Are just pieces of you, pieces of me
 
 I raise up my hand
 Touching my flawless, new face
 Oh how can I stand
 How can I leave this place
 
 I lay in the shambles
 Of my forgotten mask
 My hand how it scrambles
 To hold it in my grasp
 
 My hands run so frantic
 Oh God, this must work
 What the f*** was this antic
 Where could this monster lurk
 
 The pieces just won't fit
 Why won't they go back
 I'm pasting bit by bit
 But they just fall right back
 
 I fill what holes I can
 Then run into my room
 With the rope hanging from my fan
 I'm ready to accept my doom
 
 I move it by the window
 With noose around my neck
 Letting my beauty just flow
 As my chair hits the deck
 
 I look into her eyes
 Now so lifeless and cold
 Drowning in her mask of lies
 Was her story untold

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And the black note on the wall is her suicide note, and letters on the wall are her writing hate comments about herself and her saying sorry to whoever reads it.