you wanna know why dont you
why she was starving herself 
why she was cutting herself 
why she was popping pills 
why she joined in to the wrong crowd
why she shut herself away from the world 
why she gave into the voices saying she was worthless
why she became that miserable 
why she stopped caring about anything 
why she suddenly seemed scared of her own shadow
why she has nightmares of him to this day 
why she sat up late at night crying
why she tried to end it all  
well why dont you go ask him 
go ask him why he lied to her 
go ask him why he neglected her then overwhelmed her
go ask him why he treated her like property
go ask him why he talked about her as though she were nothing but parts
go ask him why he harassed her
go ask him why he threatened suicide everytime she got upset with him
go ask him why he cussed her out repeatedly
go ask him why he refused her help
go ask him why he made a mockery out of her again and again 
go ask him why he was constantly touching her without permission 
go ask him why he kept her up late at night trying to keep him alive 
go ask him why she felt like she was a prisoner to him
go ask him why he hurt her the way he did 
go ask him why he encouraged her insecurities 
go ask him why he forced himself on her when she was not in a mental state to consent
go ask him why he started stalking her after she broke up with him 
go ask him why he demanded they still be friends 
go ask him why he tried to act like a girl when she came out as lesbian
because honestly he has all the answers whether he knows it or not
her pain was his fault and he knows who he is
ask him why