I’m mad at God

He took away everything I loved this year

He took my hobby

He took my graduation

He took my enthusiasm

He took my motivation

He took my grandmother

He took myself

He took the person that I once was and I don’t know how to cope with that

I am no longer the person that never slept

I sleep all day

I cry all night

People say they understand but they don’t

I don’t understand

Everything is bottled up

When will the pressure explode?

When will I return to normal?

When will I finally have my soul?

Why does my heart shred like paper into two when I remember what I have lost?

Why do I feel nothing anymore?

Why am I numb?

Why did He do this?