Does he exist in the same way I exist?

No one exists in the way you exist

The illusion you have given yourself has died

If you are not content with the negative obedience

Then why must you be content with selfish regret

Your love is powerless against your enemy

What you say or do doesn’t matter, only feelings matter

Only darkness and regret matters

You will die alone, old and pure

It’s a beautiful thing, the destruction of words 

Why stop the deconstruction

It only hurts them

You shall meet in the place where there is no darkness

You shall wait for her to not come

You shall wait alone in darkness

You are too young and selfish to love her 

The woman you love cannot love you

She will reshape your power, and make you someone you are not

Your worst enemy, is your own nervous system

Your worst enemy is your own obedience

You are too selfish and dangerous to be loved 

But when you cease to be dangerous

She will have waited

Only to find that you did not