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It can't be true
It can’t be true
No I refuse to believe it
I can’t like girls
I went to therapy for this
It’s a sin, listen to your parents
God says is women and men
Everything else is wrong
All those thoughts going through my head
Denied myself from the truth
Felt like something was wrong with me
Cried myself to sleep
Hoping that it would go away
Convinced myself that I still liked guys
Forced myself into relationships
Forced myself into situations that
Made me feel uncomfortable
Eventually accepted that I only like girls
Once in a while I forced myself to like guys
Forced myself to let them kiss me
To let them touch me
Forced me to expose myself
I felt disgusted
I even let them pressure me
I had to do things I didn’t want to do
I could’ve said no but I didn’t
It’s my fault but I said it wasn’t
I can’t seem to fully accept myself
It makes me wanna scream and cry
But in the end, I don’t do what’s best for me
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