My entire childhood youth was being told that "family is everything"

But my own blood treated my like i amount to nothing 

i branched away from this family tree 

i branched away from generation addiction, ive seen what meth does since three 

you say im your favorite grandchild 

but you dont even know my path, what ive done to build 

the last time my granmother texted me was my 17th birthday 

but i was told how you loved me unconditionally and i was thought of everyday 

like a jehovahs whiteness i am rejecting your blood that crashes in me like raging waters 

and i know for damn sure you wont stick around to see my sons or daughters