Daunting, deafening, disheartening

I'm not a monster, I swear I'm not a monster 

My claws have lies and my lies have lessions

I'm lost and confused for so many reasons

But this doesn't change anything

That's not me

That's not it

That's not why

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I'm afraid

Cause I know that's not my soul

But what if the people who write about me are really right about me

At first it was a coincidence

Then it was a mistake

Now is it intention¿

No, no, no

 I'm just letting them get in my head

Turn to God

TURN TO GOD

TURN TO GOD!!!

I'm lost.

Though the night may be filled with sorrows joy comes in the morning

That's what they say 

 I have seen many a morning come and go yet I still do not feel the joy

Tomorrow came and I did not tell her 

Tomorrow I mourned