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losing it

September 27, 2009
By omg*its*mariah!* BRONZE, Sterling Heights, Michigan
omg*its*mariah!* BRONZE, Sterling Heights, Michigan
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Sitting there thinking and crying
Mind spinning heart racing
Loving and hating this feeling
Trying to find a reason for your insanity
Mad and sad is what your feeling
You say “im losing it”
Thinking about that kiss
Thinking about the bliss of it
Cutting and killing is what you want to do
And you think there’s nothing left to choose
Thinking “i just lost it”
Arms shaking lips trembling
Mind screaming eyes tearing
Now cutting and bleeding
Staring at what u’ve done
All u can think bout is how u thawt he was the 1
And how he was just wrong
Still loving and hating this feeling
You finally found the reason for your insanity
All you say is the name with your last breath
You fall to the floor
Without a beat in your heart that was torn


The author's comments:
lets just say that this is partially about me

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on Oct. 12 2009 at 10:21 am
omg*its*mariah!* BRONZE, Sterling Heights, Michigan
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thanku yeah i was kinda depressed that day

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