I feel as if my life is a alley,Pitch black. I Staggered Forward, looking for the light and there it was, bright and gloaming.There is where i found you.I loved you,i guess i was not good enough for you, to write or call me. Now i find myself running back into the dark, i found my corner and hid there.I thought of how you did me wrong,how u hurt me, and how you lied to me, and now u left me bleeding. And now i realize that the one i loved did not love me, only the feeling of being real. I hate myself for believing your lies, i will never allow myself near you or to think of you. I know stagger forward looking for a new light, not any light, an eclipse