it's a very interesting world...
and again, i feel like i cannot let you go,
why and how could i let you disappear into space?
how could i stand you not being here with me?
well, maybe not with me,
but at least within my sight...


don't try to tell me i'm wrong,
don't try to talk me out of it...
let me think about it for a little while,
and i'll get back to you...

there's nothing poetic,
symphonic, symbolistic
about the message i'm trying to get through,
to you...
i miss you already,
i saw you today...

such a funny, weird feeling,
like a gut-punch
but more hollow,
something (somebody) gently shaking you
swaying back and forth,
i see you and i freeze,
and i look,
and then i look away,
how foolish am i?
Very.

starts out simple,
gets more difficult,
until you can't hold it anymore…