you left me
when you said
i would be your baby girl forever
your gone
and now my heart is torn apart
this grief
this sorrow
is suffocating me
the absence of your heartbeat
forever screeches in my mind
like nails against a chalkboard
the spectrum of color
that once filled my world
has been leached by death
to dull black and gray
the smile i wore so frequent
once upon a time
has faded
and left me an emotionless mask
some day's it's hard to breath
other days i can put it off
to be dealt with for another day
but all of this pain
coursing through my vain's
it throbs with my pule
and burn like a flame
your memory is so slowly becoming dim
your face
you smile
you smell
your voice
there's nothing left
but echoes
they tourment me
i will never forget you
but this has broken me far to much
for me to keep you
i thought you said forever