The sun caresses the setting sky
A million dreams start to fly
The wind blows softly, but surely light
This is our beginning, the start of our end
For who I am does not matter
Only he who showers me with a million dazzling diamonds is the star
He is my entity, the one thing that drives me crazily mad
He makes my heart thump and makes my blood pulse rise
This man is the only one who has my permission to bestow my true mission
To unleash the wrath of my new and final hour
My thoughts travel around my head, mixing and matching to this perfect dream of mine
Surely it will be something great and pure
There may be a small pain and maybe even a huge change in my body
I can still manage, because I know that what I will become will be more than a creature after all
I will be beautiful and way more than that
I will have powers that are beyond that of a heart attack
He will finally be truly mine after this reincarnation of spirit and soul
Destinies intertwined will mix in my new coming way
I will no longer be a spirit, but a heart with a delay
There will be no more breath, only simplistic air
My body will be more open and wild and free, nothing will compare to this new fantasy
The change will take a toll on my way of sight; everything will be clearer, more beautiful, and such a delight
I will float amidst the wind, dancing along with the speed and the song, nothing would stop me, and surely nothing could go wrong
My soul has turned corrupt no more life flows through my veins, only a steady slow corpse remains
My voice touches the soft corners of the horizon and brushes through the breeze, flowing like the sound of glorious bells chiming and merry songs rhyming
A force overpowers me full of grandness that shields away the evil enemies and a continuing flow of love courses through my soul, screaming and cheering to break away
Strength and force embrace my arms and gives me flawlessly crafted gifts that a human could only dream of
Animals are my new source of life; they give me my cravings and delicate droplets of blood
It’s almost like living off of tofu, but in the end it can really be very satisfying to the modern vegetarian vampire
My skin glows like amber in the moonlight, full of power and remorse that can only be captured in a certain essence of great beauty
Edward Cullen is my mate, my delicate vampire consort and love; he really is my gift from above
Each step of mine is strongly divine, binding with the ground and Earth feels like a new sense of birth
Time is starting to run long, each year seems like a day, I wonder why it feels so easy to stay
New lives are created almost every day, and here I am watching them slowly melt away, sometimes I feel sad that I couldn’t live mine all the way through but this is the path I wanted to do
Life is given and life is taken, mine is sort of cut in the middle almost like a riddle, it’s too hard to guess and too easy to be seen but really it’s a pretty fabulous dream
Hearts are torn and ripped apart but mine is a perfect diamond, flawless on the inside and out but that’s only because I’m not a seeker I already have my most prized passion, full of riches and burned through with ration
There is no easy way to kill me or even to deal with me, just keep calm and collected, what I expect is some generosity and maybe even a little respect
What I can offer you can really make a difference to your life just like it did to mine, you will be your own cemetery on heels but that’s just part of the feel, it can turn out to be something better than real
Voices rattle on and on in my head telling me I wish I were dead but for now it’s not a possibility until Edward feels he has enough power to give it to me
My name is Bella Swan I am a human with a secret desire to become a delicately crafted inspiring, vampire