sitting on the rocks
the waves crashing upon my feet
watching the sun fal from the sky one last time
watching the birds fly
across the crimson painte sky
as we used to
together
here,the place i came to relieve all my pain and sorrows
where i first met him,
where i saw him disappear
causef to flee from our houses of pain and misery
he many evening we spent together,
just us
just talking
just listening
feeling that this is was the
only person
whom we could trust
whom we could
truly understand
the comfort we let
one another feel,
by just our understanding
of one another
by his stories he toldd
hisissues grew
worse and worse
day after day
the pain
the fear
the bruises
the scars
he could withstand no longer




5:48
-that was the exact time
the exact time i arrived
at our spot
just in time
to see him disappear
i was alone
it has been one year since
nothing has changed
nohing has changed atall
everyday i came here
hoping he would come back
but he never did
and he never will.
...i didnt want to be without him
i stood up
i didn't dare look back
i didnt dare to second guess
my decision
i just hesitantly spoke the words
"goodbye"