My heart used to race
Every time you spoke
A smile used to run
From my head
To my feet
I used to feel good
When you used to say
Something...
Anything...
But now...
There's nothing
Not a voice…
Or a word
Spoken from your lips
And I wait for you
Every second...
Of every minute...
Of every day
But still nothing
and if I ask
Any heart felt question
I get a syllable
...and that's all...
Just a syllable
Nothing more
But normally less...
And I begin to wonder
If I did anything wrong
But I come up empty handed
And my stomach drops
My head falls
And I feel heart broken...
Lost...
Abandoned...
Wondering if
What you do to me
Is intentional...
Or you just don't care
And then I wonder
If you'll ever understand
How you make me feel
...abandoned...
Without a soul
And deep down
I wonder if
It's even worth asking
For more...
For more than a word...
Or more than a sentence
And I wonder if
It's even worth....
Any of it
If it's even worth...
Us...
But I'll just be here...
Wondering