All Nonfiction
- Bullying
- Books
- Academic
- Author Interviews
- Celebrity interviews
- College Articles
- College Essays
- Educator of the Year
- Heroes
- Interviews
- Memoir
- Personal Experience
- Sports
- Travel & Culture
All Opinions
- Bullying
- Current Events / Politics
- Discrimination
- Drugs / Alcohol / Smoking
- Entertainment / Celebrities
- Environment
- Love / Relationships
- Movies / Music / TV
- Pop Culture / Trends
- School / College
- Social Issues / Civics
- Spirituality / Religion
- Sports / Hobbies
All Hot Topics
- Bullying
- Community Service
- Environment
- Health
- Letters to the Editor
- Pride & Prejudice
- What Matters
- Back
Summer Guide
- Program Links
- Program Reviews
- Back
College Guide
- College Links
- College Reviews
- College Essays
- College Articles
- Back
Grey Happiness
Light seems tobe hidden these days
Im waiting for the clouds to shift so I can feel the suns warm rays
My world was colorful and fun
But now its covered in gray and the darkness has won
Drowning in my sorrow and doubt
Feeling my pain brings tears down my cheeks, my eyes have turned in to a stream spout
Always trying, but constently getting knocked back down
Problems and people just turns me around and around
Being so wraped up and so tightly bound
Night seems to be the only thing I see
Never breaking through thus darkness or ever being free
To smile is all I wish
To just be able to feel that on second of pure happiness
Just one more time..
Covered in in this dark depth of my personal hell
Trapped within my mind, my thoughts haunting my every second leaving me to dwell
Im always falling but never hit bottom
Seeing snow and only the feeling this cold chill of autumn
What would happen if I just let go and gave up?
Leaving everything behind and making the pain stop
Would I find happiness in the next life?
Not growing older to have children or be a wife
giving up now and just saying goodbye
To my, family, friends, and own life
Should i give into the darkness and stop my searching for this light?
My life doesnt if feel like it will ever be as bright
To get my color back is all i ask
But my hold on life is what I cannot seem to grasp.
To smile is all I wish.
To feel kist that one second of pure happiness.
Just one more time..
Similar Articles
JOIN THE DISCUSSION
This article has 0 comments.