I can’t explain how I feel
Or why I feel like this

My heart beats faint
I can’t focus
I’m filled thoughts and emotions
But still I’m empty

I relive all our good moments together
And think through the bad ones
With this symbols in hand
I wonder, believe or doubt?

I have full trust
And yet reason say not to
Why? I’m not sure but I can’t help it

Reason says if I do that
Then when what I want doesn’t happen
It won’t hurt

I run through my memories
Cherishing them but still
Are they all true?

A childish game helps distract me
He loves me, he loves me not
The petals of fate
Don’t heal empty love