knots in my throat make me feel like i might burst



all that's keeping me together is your steel strong arms roped around me



mind way lost into thought almost out of this world



the only thing keeping me here are your lips pressed hard against mine bringing me down to earth again



blood exploding in my veins pumping so fast a car couldn't catch it



your exploring hands slowing it down.....calming me

my brain explains I'm not safe.....I'm in danger of insanity



your cool voice keeps me sane

heart aching for love begging for compassion

your eyes satisfy my needs



restricted by skin capturing my soul not allowing it to breath



the only thing that keeps me alive are your slow words giving breath to my ever dieing soul

in so many ways you have kept me alive.....now I'm hopelessly rummaging in this dark room

for a way for me to be the same