She zones out completely
Only thinking of life and death
Only of the things she hates the most

Life and death mean many things
she lives only for one purpose,
believes she should die for many,
even if they think she has more potential

She taught herself to smile
She taught herself to become,
something shes not because she knows,
they wont accept her

The thoughts the painful thoughts that,
numb her body and soul
The way she concepts things are different

She hates it how they believe they know,
who she is
She hates it how they think they have her,
figured out
Truthfully all they see is the outside,
they don't realize her thoughts

Her soul is fading
Her heart beats slower
She may say things she wants out of her life
But in reality the only thing she needs
is Acceptance