I shouldn’t have said that,
I really wish I didn’t,
It wasn’t my secret to tell,
Though I told it.
I wish I didn’t tell it,
Though there is nothing,
I can do about it now,
I know I’m a gossip,
And I shouldn’t have said those things,
And although part of me hates myself,
For sharing those things,
Another part of me is glad that I did,
After all,
You hurt me,
So what’s a little secret or two,
Shared with new friends,
Since I don’t have the old…
That’s really bad logic…
I shouldn’t have said that,
I really wish I didn’t.
You understand why I did though,
Right?
You understand that I am sorry though,
Right?
You understand that I didn’t mean it though,
Right?
That I just did it cause I was hurt,
Right?
I shouldn’t have said that,
I really wish I didn’t,
And I shouldn’t have said those things,
And although part of me hates myself,
For sharing those things,
Another part of me is glad that I did,
And I can’t fight the part of me that is glad,
The same way I can’t fight the part of me that is sad.
I shouldn’t have said that,
Truly,
I wish I didn’t.