i fell against the my closed door staring into the dark.
i let the silences wash over me.
i listen to my heart beating against my chest.
it so hard to breath.
i can't think.
i can't move.
i cried out as i fell to the floor.
i lay there feeling the pain building in my chest.
as the pain sets my body on fire.
as the pain slithers though my veins like a poisons snake.
i try to breath but the darkness covers my mouth.
covers my eyes and ears.
i try to think of something else.
i try desperately to keep the pain away.
to keep the darkness away.
just for tonight.
just for one minute.
even a sec would do as long as it stopped.