Looking behind at all these years
The pain, the hurt and the tears
Everything that held me and the fear
And the things that stayed unclear
From the times that I felt misplaced
To the life that I didn’t dare embrace
All of it was too slow for my pace
I wanted to finish first in life’s race
Win before everyone else pave a way
And fly when I could only dream away
So I built my soul on a rock doomed to decay
Fully knowing that I was going astray
I wrote my thoughts to past the time
But the words I wrote never rhymed
My mind was an obstacle, a mountain to climb
But I left all the challenges behind
I fell, yes I tore myself apart
I even tore the build of my own heart
I bled as I tried to play my part
But I was weak and unable to restart
I watched them throw me into the flame
All that was left of me was a broken frame
And the wind swept away my remain
My agony, they all made me insane
Without purpose, the life I knew wasn’t sane
Then my soul flew into the dark night
It left behind all the hurt and the fright
But it left behind my stolen parts
So here I lay with a broken heart…