I feel the ground beneath me
But I can't shake this sense of falling.
Every time I look away,
I swear I hear you calling.
But that won't happen in this lifetime,
I know.
I just wish you didn't have to go.
So I'll shed a tear and fix this my own way.
Maybe I can finally stop dragging that razor across my body...
Someday.
You gave me the strength to stop.
But now you've went away.
So this is what I do now...
Every single day.
I see the people stare.
Maybe if you were here,
I wouldn't even care.
I can't even remember what you look like anymore.
Was your hair black?
Brown. I'm sure.
I can't deal with this feeling of loneliness for another day.
I just wish it didn't have to end this way.