I'm scared
I'm scared that destruction might strike again.
I'm terrified
I'm terrified that leaving might not be the right choice.
I'm nervous
I'm nervous that things will go wrong.

I think to myself
Wide awake at night
Do I take this step forward
Do I walk away from the past

I wonder
I wonder during the day
Will I lose everything
loose everything all over again

I dream
I dream that me and you will be together again
But what is we are not meant to be.
What if my dreams are lies and I should walk away.

Do I let go
Go after love all over again
Or do I hold on
Hold on to something that may never be