I remember when i was little
mommy mommy i love you I'd yell
someone came and hurt me
to you I'd tell
When i grew up
We had a complicated relationship
I couldn't understand why I was always mad at you
I always said that i would never need you
But now that your gone i need you with me during everything i do
i always cry and beg for you back
i guess i messed up, its to late for that
i lie alone at night in hope that this is a dream
because now that your gone things aren't as real as they seem
We buried you today
my lips were sealed nothing i could say
speechless at the moment speechless forever
i remember saying i never would need you ever
i would bang on the walls and say how much i wanna leave
and late at night i would hear grieve
You weren't a worry not even a care
its funny i say that because i wish you were here
Nobody loved me as much as you did
It took this much to get it through my head